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19 November 2011 @ 19:26
Another fit,but I was consciousness this time  

Today I had a fit that was like none I have ever had before,it felt really....wierd and a little scary but im fine now.

I thought that seeing as my parents had just went home (they are here since the whole me finding the pic of my rapist on facebook a few weeks ago,serously), and I thought they would never leave.

Usually they are here when it happens and im not alone,but I was this time.

What makes this one wierd is I felt it all,I felt it coming and I felt it happening and I watched my face in the mirror (I have a wee one beside my computer) and everything that happened was beyond my control,even the throth coming down my chin,I couldn't stop it,and I remember I felt fear,alot of fear.

I tried to talk afterwards,just to say anything but I couldn't for a few mins,I think what I had was known as a Simple partial seizure (I looked it up on google)but I phoned my epileptic nurse and left her a message so I hope shes getting back to me asap.

In the mean time my niece is staying with me tonight,im not going to tell my parents until they come back to the town cos I won't get them to leave again for a long time and as much as I love them,I also love just havng time to myself,now it just feels like im me again and I have been all day so I know im fine anyway,I think the tiny sharp pains at the left hand side of my head for the last few days may have been a warning but I never passed any remarks.

Notes: consciousness,sudden and inexplainable feelings of fear,experiencing of unusual feelings or sensations (tingles in whole body),altered sense of hearing,déjà vu,laboured speech or inability to speak at all,usually the event is remembered in detail (like I said,I remembered it all.

Im just keeping notes so I don't leave anything out,those are the things I felt with this fit.

The whole thing was pretty scary,I probably never was scary in all my life,but I came throught it as always.

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Sarahfancypantsdylan on 19th November 2010 19:29 (UTC)
*hugs* oh Vonnie I hope you feel better soon *much love and thoughts*

Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 19th November 2010 19:30 (UTC)
Hi Sarah,

Im doing well now,it was just a little bad in the afternoon time,im back to me again now :)

Thanks honey

Hugs you x
Rena: Kätzchen weiß auf blauer Deckerainbow1907 on 19th November 2010 19:45 (UTC)
God, you had me really scared when I read this. I hope you're now alright again, best wishes!!! Hugs and love, Rena ♥
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 19th November 2010 19:49 (UTC)
Hi Rena,

I am fine now,just because I knew what was happening at the time was the freaky part,its no big deal now,thanks for your concern baby :)
Hugs you super tight x
rznbloodroserznbloodrose on 19th November 2010 19:51 (UTC)
oh Yvonne...it sounds so scary, I hope you'll be able to handle this

Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 19th November 2010 19:56 (UTC)
I am handling it as well as I can,thanks hon :)
Hugs you x
clmiles: #Wolf 01 (hugs)clmiles on 19th November 2010 19:59 (UTC)
Oh geez, that's so scary *hugs you tight*. I hope you're okay now. I'm glad your niece is staying with you, that's probably a very good idea. Makes me feel better knowing you're not alone. Take care, hon! *hugs you again*

Love, Chris
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 19th November 2010 21:04 (UTC)
Hi Chris,
Im dazzleing now thanks,it was just scary at the time :)
Im so glad you are such a good friend,thank you x

Hugs you x
mitakaymitakay on 19th November 2010 20:06 (UTC)
Oh my- what an experience- sounds VERY scary. I am glad that you are feeling better now. Please take care, hon.
My daughter who has autism- she also has epilepsy; seems to be under control with meds, but as you know- we never know when/if a seizure can occur, and it is so hard not to worry ALL the time.
**hugs you tight**
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 19th November 2010 21:17 (UTC)
It was def freaky,usually I never know what has happened until its over and my dad or mom is sitting holding my hand and im trying to talk to them but can't/

My fits are are a product of stress,thats when they always seem to happen with me so thats what my neuroologist puts them down to.

Hugs you super tight x
all the freaky people make the beauty of the worldsparklesdani on 19th November 2010 20:14 (UTC)
Oh, hun, I'm glad you're feeling better now! *hugs* It definitely sounds like a scary thing to experience. Hugs, dani
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 19th November 2010 21:18 (UTC)
Hi Dani,
It was but im fine now thankfully :)
Huge hugs x
Lindals1966 on 19th November 2010 20:21 (UTC)
That sounds very scary. Glad your feeling better now.

HUGS Linda
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 19th November 2010 21:19 (UTC)
Hi honey,
Thanks alot for your kind words x
Huge hugs x
impala1967impala1967 on 19th November 2010 20:37 (UTC)
Am sorry to read about what happened to you Vonnie. All I can say is *Hugs you* and keep your chin up gurl. And don't let the past control who you are today. We all love you babe and you are in our thoughts and prayers <3 (thats meant to look like a heart )
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 19th November 2010 21:20 (UTC)
Your so sweet Jack honey,Thanks :)
Hugs you super tight x
saroco61saroco61 on 19th November 2010 21:38 (UTC)
I'm really sorry to hear about your fit. It sure sounds scary. But I'm glad to know that you are feeling better now. Hold on. You have all my love and best wishes. Take care. Love.

Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th November 2010 00:14 (UTC)
It was at the time scary but im fine now thanks :)
Hugs you super tight x
Allison Stephensastephens1971 on 19th November 2010 21:38 (UTC)
*hugs you* It can't be easy, facing that... *leaves you a few stuffies* Here's a mini Brian (you didn't think I'd forget, did you? ;)) and Justin (thought you might appreciate having someone who understood around) to snuggle up to when you feel something coming on! :)

*mwah* Take care of her, guys...she needs you right now! :)
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th November 2010 00:15 (UTC)
Thanks for sending mini Brian and Justin,you did this for me before I remember that now ,it was sweet :)

Thank you
Super big hugs x
shadownycshadownyc on 19th November 2010 21:54 (UTC)
OMG! This is very worrisome. Maybe it wouldn't be such a bad idea for your parents to come back and stay with you for a while. You've been through quite a bit lately!
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th November 2010 00:16 (UTC)
They are a three hour drive and are coming back here on Sunday anyway so I will just tell them then,im fine now anyway thanks Carolyn :)

Super big hugs x
snowmore: Brian's stress reliefsnowmore on 20th November 2010 02:31 (UTC)
OH Yvonne! It scared me to read this! I'm glad you're all right, and hope your nurse will call soon to discuss what happened and if there are warning signs to look for!

Have a restful Saturday. Pamper yourself.

Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th November 2010 14:20 (UTC)
Hi Honey,
Im feeling great today,I had a great sleep last night and im well rested now.

My nurse is probably not on this weekend so I will hear from her on Monday hopefully.

Thanks hon for your concern :)
Hugs you tight x
aaa_mazing: ayaaa_mazing on 20th November 2010 03:04 (UTC)
God, I hope tons of love and myriads of kisses will make you feel better!!!
Wish you the best, hon!
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th November 2010 14:22 (UTC)
From Gale??? I would never think of yesterday ever!!!!
Lol,seriously tyhanks for that hon,very nice of you :)

Huge hugs x
balrogtweetybalrogtweety on 20th November 2010 06:13 (UTC)
I hope you can get rid of this nightmare that's ruining your life. Hope things turn out alright. Prayers are with you.
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th November 2010 14:24 (UTC)
Thanks Jane,
Epilepsy stays with a person usually forever but it can be kept under control with drugs which I do take,but every now and then I take one due to severe stress,it just always happens that way for me.
Hugs you tight x
Lynspike7451 on 20th November 2010 14:09 (UTC)
It must have indeed been so very scary. Hope you feel a little better now.

*hugs* you very tight.
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th November 2010 14:16 (UTC)
Hi Lyn
I had a great sleep last night and I feel so much better now,thanks for asking,it was very scary at the time but nothing I can't handle now :)
Huge hugs x