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18 March 2011 @ 20:54
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First of all I would like to wish my fellow Irish live journalers a belated Happy St Patricks day (and to everyone else who may celebrate it too).

What a week I just had,
I have been feeling depressed alot and crying and trying to keep my feelings to myself,but last night I just broke down.
I couldn't talk to any of you guys on here because my computer broke down,and the only people I saw in the last 5 days is kids.
I really heve been in a bad place mentally,it was aweful,no more aunty Yvonne to the rescue and I mean it this time,I just can't do it anymore,they are too cheeky now im not babysitting them anymore.
When my sister goes to New York on Monday this coming week her kids are staying with my parents and im going to the country,I just need to get away.
When my sister gets back from NY my parents are gonna sit her down and tell her this has to stop,she can't keep expecting us to watch her kids,if she wants to pay someone she can,and that she needs to get better help for herself because obviously something isn't right with her thats shes not talking about to her therapist.

Sorry this post is a depressing one,its just you guys on here are the only ones I can share my feelings on this with as everyone else knows but aren't really helpful in any way, and im very stressed,can't wait to get away from it all on Monday.
mood: stressedstressed
brainofjb on 18th March 2010 21:37 (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear you are having such a stressful time. I hope your sister will be able to get the help she needs, so that you no longer have to deal with all that stuff. Enjoy your time in the country and hopefully you'll be able to relax a bit. *hugs*
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th March 2010 19:40 (UTC)
Thanks,I hope so too honey,and I hope I enjoy my time in the country too :)
a_life_defianta_life_defiant on 18th March 2010 22:56 (UTC)
*holds you tight*

Dearest Vonnie, I am so sorry you're having to go through all this. :( I do hope the time in the country will help lift your spirits. I also sincerely hope that the talk with your sister goes well and that she finally gets it.

Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th March 2010 19:42 (UTC)
Thanks alot sweety,it means alot to know how much you care when I need someone to listen. :)
Im looking forward to my vaction alot :)
shadownyc: B/J Hug 201 by bloodyrose82shadownyc on 18th March 2010 23:29 (UTC)
I'm so sorry you've had such a rough time of it! *HUGS*

I'm glad your parents are going to do something about being taken advantage of for all of you.

Have a lovely restful time -- you deserve it!
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th March 2010 19:43 (UTC)
Thanks so much Carolyn honey,you are such a sweet person :)
sandra_qaf: holdsontightsandra_qaf on 18th March 2010 23:31 (UTC)
Sorry things are getting you down so much...hope your sister will listen to your parents and realise/take advice.
You do right to take off and recharge your batteries...hope you are able to relax and chill.
be well
later x
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th March 2010 19:44 (UTC)
*hugs you back*
Thanks Sandra honey,I hope so too :)
Im looking forward to getting away to the peace and quiet :)
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Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th March 2010 19:46 (UTC)
Me too,they are waiting till she comes back fro a vaction shes going on on Monday,shes going to New York for ten or so days :)
Im looking forward to going to the country :)
Lynspike7451 on 19th March 2010 06:04 (UTC)
*hugs* you. Sorry you have been having such a tough time ately, hope better times are just around the corner.
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th March 2010 19:47 (UTC)
Thanks alot Lyn,thats a very soothing thought :)xoxoxoxox
bigj52bigj52 on 20th March 2010 07:38 (UTC)
So sorry to hear about this. I hope your sister finally realises she needs help and can start being a mother to her kids. She shouldn't need to depend on you so much. You are entitled to a life of your own. Sending you lots of hugs and I rec lots of Qaf in any shape or form and plenty of rest and good food to perk you up.
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on 20th March 2010 19:49 (UTC)
Thanks Judy,im grabbing the hugs fast as they are very much needed :)
And Gale stuff always does the trick too :)