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31 December 2010 @ 08:20 pm
How did I get here  

Its been such a long hard week and im just wondering how the hell I got to where I am now without going insane!!!!

This time last week we had no idea as to what would happen,I guess no one does know.
I have been trying to keep myself strong for everyone around me who was breaking down,by keeping myself as together as I could and I have no idea as to how the fuck I did it,but I did.
I guess im just confused or maybe it hasn't quite sunk in yet.

We all love Mark very much and now hes gone,gone.
Current Location: at home
Current Mood: confusedconfused
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Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on February 1st, 2010 09:15 pm (UTC)
I have been talking alot to you guys on here and that has been a great help
bkravebkrave on January 31st, 2010 11:01 pm (UTC)
It does sometimes take a while before it actually sinks in.

You are a very sweet,caring and beautiful person to try and be strong for others when they need it the most.

Take care of yourself please.

*hugs you tight*
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on February 1st, 2010 09:16 pm (UTC)
Thats a very sweet thing to say,thanks hon.
Lady Elainelumcheng on January 31st, 2010 11:33 pm (UTC)
You went here without going insane, because you're an amazing and STRONG person, Yvonne!
Rock on, girl, you can do it all!! *hugs* ♥
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on February 1st, 2010 09:17 pm (UTC)
Thanks lummy hon.
snowmore: Brian & Justin holding each other 512snowmore on February 1st, 2010 01:07 am (UTC)
It's awful to be tested like this, Yvonne, but it's until we're tested do we find out how strong we are, especially when we want to care for those we love.

I hope you have a week of quiet and wonderful reflections on Mark.

Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on February 1st, 2010 09:18 pm (UTC)
I think you right,we do find out how strong we are when times are tough.

Thanks hon
a_life_defianta_life_defiant on February 1st, 2010 04:02 am (UTC)
in times of hardship we can often do the unimaginable. (for our families and for ourselves.) I can't begin to understand what you're going through, or why these things happen in life. but I do have faith for you and your family that eventually you can move forward.

I don't think the pain of losing a loved one ever lessens with time, I think that we simply become stronger; therefore able to withstand the pain and live on.

*big hug* keep holding on, you will all get through this. I truly believe that.
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on February 1st, 2010 09:20 pm (UTC)
Maybe its faith that got me here!
Thanks hon.
Lynspike7451 on February 1st, 2010 08:18 am (UTC)
It must have been so difficult to have to put on a brave front and stay strong, it didn't give you a chance to grieve. Take care of yourself. :)
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on February 1st, 2010 09:21 pm (UTC)
It was alot of the time,very hard,but I have grieved at night in bed.
brainofjb on February 1st, 2010 08:38 am (UTC)
Take care of yourself, Yvonne. *hugs you tight*
Yvonne Reidyvonnereid on February 1st, 2010 09:22 pm (UTC)
I will,thanks hon